Well my little fox from @malachyx has cheered me up somewhat. Even if I don’t show it! X
"At the root of my anxiety I found human beings who claimed to love me."
"You don’t kill yourself for REASONS, you kill yourself because there is a bug in your brain gnawing at you and sucking out any valuable thought you’ve ever had."
Back in hospital yesterday, now in a splint and can’t move my leg at all. I’d only just about got my medication steady, into a routine of going to work and now I’m stuck indoors, alone, unable to get out, over thinking, don’t get sick pay so I’m broke. Cycling pretty much saved me during my darkest times over the past 6 months and now that’s been taken away, no yoga. This prick hasn’t just fucked my leg my mental health is crashing being stuck like this. I can’t stop crying. I feel guilty I feel so sorry for myself but this just feels like another sign from the world I shouldn’t dare to think life is anything more than pain.
Remember, good to heaven, bad go to help… Thanks NHS…
Got ran over Monday. Riding my bike and a car just drove straight into me. Thankfully no broken bones but I’m very beat up and crutches have blistered my hands. Police have CCTV and he’s admitted it. Gah.