Shame City Space Cadet.
Poppy Yasmin McGee, could have been a star of the screen.
Quaker, tattooed, bit of a geek.
Crafty.
Sometimes I prefer Mario Kart to a wank.
Tessellation is my masturbation. Musical self harmer.
I feel like I’ve lived a thousand wretched lives before and I’m exhausted from ruining every one of them.
“The most merciful thing in the world, I think, is the inability of the human mind to correlate all its contents.”
I was supposed to be drawing something important for someone special, but instead i started drawing beards.
This really shouldn’t surprise me as much as it does.Either way meet Keaton Henson, an amazing artist and musician!
indulge in pain.
#black and white
#sorrow
#tears
#depression
#suicide
#self
#crying
#cry
#upset
#sad
#despair
#overdose
#me
Here I go with a desperately emo post about how crappy things are at the moment. Apologies in advance for that. As I mentioned before my father in law passed away on November 15th, completely out of the blue. It has knocked me and the whole family for six. I have been unwell since September and after a whole load of scans and blood tests etc I have to go and have camera tests in hospital which should be pleasant. To top it all off my poor mum has had another nervous breakdown, really quite bad this time, to the point she may have to be in hospital over christmas. I hate living nearly 6 hours away when these things happen. I feel awful that my little brother is basically there alone. I know my grandparents are feeding him etc but whereas when I was 18 I spent alot of time with my Nan he doesn’t really know her that well and I know it will be really awkward for him. He is quite awkward at the best of times and my mum has done everything for him and really looked after him (perhaps too much) so he doesn’t cope very well on his own. I just feel like Jay doesn’t need me moaning about my mum when he is dealing with his own grief and my family don’t need me upset about Joe and my mum so I need to just be strong for everybody but I have own worries about my health and stuff that I have nobody to help me through it all. Everything seems to happen at once. Anyway this is why my Lego Star Wars advent update was late. Sorry if I’m a bit moany for a couple of days xxx
This made me so sad today, it’s a dove house that has not only been abandoned but has been covered in wire mesh so no birds can live in it. It could make some birds a lovely home x
That awkward moment…
